I'm feeling weak and lost. Confusion feels my mind. My heart is filled with mixed feelings, which I can't even name.
Sometimes, I wish I was dead and started everything all over. I fail at living my own life. As I don't want to live at all. Stopped caring for myself a long time ago, wishing that something will come and end my pathetic existence. And why? Why do I feel like I lost everything?
I watch the outside world and it brings a feeling of disgust. I feel so powerless. I'd like to change something, to make a difference. But even if I try my best, no one sees it or cares about it. But now I know all I got is my word. And it's the most powerful weapon I could master. Let my voice be heard to those, who think they're all alone. Those, who choose to live as outcasts. And those who have no choice.
The reality in your minds is just a product. An end result of all the information you were fed since your youngest years. But know this. The world is different than you think. It's not built by laws and schemes created by humans. We have been stripped from our true freedom to live in society. A closed cage of do's and don't's. We let others to tell us what to do and how to feel. And for what? For keeping this corrupt reality running. If people would see, that if they start to rebel against it, we could bring a change. The only chains you have aren't on your hands, my friends. They are on your mind. A perfect slave isn't conscious of his own situation. That's what we are - just slaves working to keep our own prison running.
aduh kasian bgt sih idup mewtwo walaupun kuat tp kesepian .KASIAAAAAN
